My friend... Where have you been?

My desperate call out for a missing friend...

I know you'll read my blog.. Where have you been? Why all the "wrong number" tactics? What have i done wrong? I really don't understand.. It could have been a lot easier on me if you were to tell me what went wrong... Again...

Long talks we had in the past.. were they unreal? Enjoyable dates we had in the past.. Were they fictional? I didn't think so.. Remember you said you wanted our friendship to last forever? I really hope you meant that as much as i did...

You are important to me.. in my life.. in my mind and in my heart... Even though we may not be able to bring this somewhere further, your friendship is valuable to me.. and it has always been.. Why would i have lost you yet again?

Please come back....

Down the boulevard of broken dreams

As the sun sets, you now know that you no longer have time to finish what you long to do.. Life is an irony.. The more you set your heart to grasp something, the further it goes away from you.. Something like grabbing a fish out of water with bare hands.. Wouldn't the life be a whole lot easier if one you loved reciprocrated the same to you as well? But i guess life was never meant to be easy..

A journey i'm setting out to take alone.. My friends.. some journeys have to be taken alone.. i know all of you will want to embark on this journey with me but this time it'll be me alone.. but i hope to see all of you when i reach my destination..

I want to love the world... but has the world ever loved me?